Today...

People say, everything is for the best. Even I say that, in fact its the title of my blog. But...today, I don't agree. Today I feel like remembering the days I felt lost in lab, and not be grateful for the supervisor I have. Today I feel regret for having been in a relationship, and not feel like I have grown from it. Today I feel angry for being the one whose projects are not working instead of telling myself that I have earned expertise from repetitive trials of my work. Today I feel frustrated for being the one chosen to experience a life threatening experience and become immobile for a long time, rather than feeling blessed and grateful for life. It really is true, life is a gift, and every minute is one step closer to death. Its fragile, and one should be positive and take everything in their stride. Every time I feel down, I tell myself, the very next instant, to think of all the things that belong to the 'instead' category in all my sentences in the above paragraph. But, today, I just feel like looking at the glass as half empty...